The Things I’ve Done 4 Love

Is there any way to count them? 

I made vows before a tree

Now they blow in the wind,

I treat them like leaves, we must respect nature and leave it be 

I’ve learned a new language, now I express my love in threes 

The language of God 

The language of her 

The language of me  

I’ve given my body, my life contorts to she 

If my soul was needed there would be no second guessing, she already had it, it was on loan to me 

I have divided the salt from the water, drop by drop

All things I do for her is perfect

Like Moses I’ve divided the sea 

To give her nourishment 

I became the Eucharist and gave her me 

I have been so many persons within myself, I’ve become a loving inventory

Endless Keiths arise to suffice my lover’s hunger and thirst of me

Many have surfaced to see and witness love’s story

Many more are yet to be born, time is ignorant of all the future Keiths

Each of them will marry the queen and reign on the throne

All this talk of love, seems boastfully full of flowery vanity

Love keeps no records of weeds nor of seeds 

That’s in the Lover’s Law Book which, daily, all should read

But how can I count the ways I’ve loved

I reflect only through poetry 

The rivers of love flow back and forth and perennially return to my sea 

So I speak, no I testify 

Not even my love, a chip of the Lord’s could have persuaded her to love me similarly

Before we married we made a bet, thou shan’t outlove thee

And if she had cancer, and I could heal her by never having her eyes see me again

I’ll disappear forever and concretize my victory, my death has won and set her free

One of the miracles of love is the power of seeing through its own enchantments and yet not being disenchanted.
— C.S. Lewis
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